forgive me

I did not intend to hurt you
The way, I realize now, I did.
Your love means the world to me
And it always will.
I will do whatever it takes
To prove the same to you.
Ever since I met you
And your love enveloped my heart
I knew for sure that
A new chapter in my life would begin from the start.
Forgive me for the hurt I have brought.
I have tried making it up to you through each little chance I got.

You have my love for now and forever.

Just three words, eight letters, but so tough to say.
The words seem to get stuck inside me, somewhere tucked away.
But this is too vital to let them have their way.
I should try to say it now, I must today.
I am sorry.
I am sorry for being mean
I am sorry for my self-centered love
I am sorry I cared not enough
But trust me when I say that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too? 

Sorry for each time I have hurt you
Sorry in case you do not like anything I say or do
Sorry for the times I have put up a fight
Sorry I don't understand why I just can't do a thing right
Sorry if I am sometimes so complicated
Sorry for making you feel frustrated
Sorry I am unable to fight back the tears 

wrong time

When we met each other 

We tried to look away 

But there was something in between us 

That blessed this very day 

Well, we're not together now 

I still don't know why 

We've laughed, we've loved 

And we've cried 

No one is to blame 

No one here to celebrate 

You're on another train

 I'm waiting at another gate 

I guess it must have been the wrong time 

Sometimes destiny draws strange lines 

At least I know it was the wrong time for me

confession #3

I will keep smiling, and nobody knows that deep inside, I feel very lonely.

confession #2

It's just a CRUSH?

confession #1

I worked yesterday (Sunday) for weekend support.

There are few things I hate when it comes to working during weekend.

1. It's hard for me to get the bus or even TAXI, be it in the morning or in the evening.
2. My fav person at work hardly working on weekend.(hahaha)
3. Meetings! 9 am meeting, 10 am meeting. (usually I skipped 10 am meeting). It makes me YAWNING like a badak air. :p
4. and it's just tiring to work 6 days a week.

Apart from that, I just missed my little brats at home.

This picture was taken during my menganggur period. Nw, I lham can walk and run oredi! :)

This pic was taken on Aliff's 1st birthday. It has been a while Aliff tak balik kampung.

I MISS MY LITTLE BRATS! 

*wakeboarding*

W-A-K-E-B-O-A-R-D-I-N-G?

Have u ever heard of it? Nope for me until Groupon Malaysia offer for wake boarding voucher. Ever wanted to know what wakeboarding is all about?

Wake boarding is a popular extreme sport, where the rider rides on the surface of the water on a wake board while being towed by a boat. The best way to describe this extreme sport is snowboarding on water, but completely unique because very soon you get to pull off tricks not possible in other sports!

The price offered was so reasonable and affordable which made me head over heels wanting to go for it and it was AMAZING and AWESOME! RM 40 instead of RM125 for a 30 minutes session with the equipment and coaching provided. :) My trainer was Oli Hedges (cute looking guy), of course! :)

So, this is Oli. Starting with the squad position, you may stand up as the boat pulled you! :)

Half way standing! Oh, I did not have the pic of him standing! Ever wonder why I didn't upload my photo of this session? This is due to I, Rashidah failed to stand as the boat was pulling me! I'm so malu, ok? so, I only put the cute Oli here. Btw, he's only 19! Too young, k?

Here's a video by Groupsmore to enjoy more! The guy was Gary, not Oli. :)Forgot to mentioned that I went for this wake boarding thing last December. LOL. so 2000 late of me.

voyage de la vie

Voyage de la vie which means Journey of life, my 2nd blog since I deactivated my soul.love.life (rushluv.blogspot.com). Yeah, its no longer exist. :) Y? Just simply because I want a NEW blog. It has been a 6 months Journey of my working life which is totally, extremely different from the years of uni life.So, cherish with me the wonders of life since they need to be preserved, rejoice with me, in the mysteries of what is yet to be.